Panda Says..

Salam. Hehe.. Mesti ada urg ternantik-nantik epilog kisah diari yang dah masuk hari ke tiga. Harap cemya lah.. hehe.. K lah.. Mari kita layan.... Zasss....

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W'salam.. Panda says,
Aik.. Sik sangkak cepat juak mail kitak owh.. tok baruk fast result. Guest what, tulisan kita duak hampir sama.. ekekee... so i dun blame you.. I think mine is worst than yours. ahaks..
Isk hensemlah kitak pakei baju melayu tek.. Asa mok kubit2 jak.. hehe.. Pi yalah takut kenak kubit balit.. ahaks. Honestly...

Hmm.. rasanya.. kitak tulis ok gik drpd kamek. well my language teruk.. in term of bahasa sukati mesen jak. Nevermind... we can actually learn it rite?! Blaja sikit2.. Kadang2 mata pena lebih tajam drpd senjata.. betul sik? betul!
mek suka apa yang kitak tulis pakei kamek.. sebab ya mek suka kitak, sik pandey mok pura2 being someone else.. You just being yourself. For what kitak mok jadi org lain rite?! same going here.. Ingat wording tok, Give and Take.. Terimak seadanya, never tend to change someone else. coz ya bukan nya keikhlasan but ya adalah paksaan. I like u the way u are and u like me the way I am.. So we even.. hehe...

Hmm.. Besar tapak tangan tak owhh.. guess what, bila mek tekap tangan mek rah tapak tangan kitak rasa macam something happened. something nice and warm, rasa macam tangan kitak jak. Bila mek pegang ada feel. Camne mok padah owh.. Just let u try it urself k.. can u actually feel it? About teddy bear ya... so cute.. one of my fav past time dolok marek.. Mek salu main ya and u remind me that song again.. hehe... tq!

Secret? So far i'm not ready to tell ya everything about me. Tapi biarlah, bit by bit ok. Same goes to you.. ada problem, padahkan kpd kamek.. If you want to but i won't ask ok?! coz mek cayak kitak.. Tapi if kitak ada apa2 soalan mok tanyak, tanyak ok. Insyaallah mek akan jawab. Ya guna buku conteng tok. For antar secret message.. hehe..

Uik... pelok?? sik leh.. mek mok biar kitak tertanya-tanya camne asa pelok Panda owh? kitak sik pelok pun mek dah tauk kitak sayang kamek bah.. Apa yang kitak padah .. is enough for me to know that you really love me.. Cukup sekadar kitak memahami kamek, be there for me and sayang kamek.. ya jak dah cukup. Lagikpun our situation pun sama. Mek gik study and kitak pun lebih kurang juak.. Why should kmk demand more ngn kitak? Never questions more or less things that kitak berik ngan kamek. what ever you do mek dah appreciate it. Remember that!

Tukar topik.. hehe.. mek mok cerita about kita duak gik.. tok turn kamek.. so mek start dolok lah owh.. Start from myself.. hehe.. mek tok simple jak.. dress up pun cikai jak.. unpredictable.. bila mek hepi, mek mok suma org hepi.. bila mek sedih.. mostly i will do anything that is STUPID! macam sms reya.. three simple words in my life, I LOVE CHOCOLATE! Dolok, masa rah KL.. I'm a chocoholic.. every day mesti mok makan chocolate. If not... jeng jeng jeng... bad temper arise.. everything seems sik kenak.. bukan apa chocolates can help you to release stress or tension.. well, somehow its work on me.. hehe.. Tok dah sikda gik. makan as suka - suka ajak.
Hobi? paling mek suka is sleeping, eating and bully org. sebab ya classmate mek gelar mek garfield. I love that cat! perangei mek duak hampir sama. hehe.. muka pun lebih kurang juak. ahakss.. most of da time, mek suka spend masa rah rumah and baca buku. mek tok bookworm juak .. if ada mood mok keluar then keluar tapi if not.. mek rather stay at home jak.
Food? mek sik milih makanlah.. asalnya halal. suma mek telan. Dah biasa sik dipateh milih barang makan. But for sure.. mek suka sup tulang.. haha.. and kambing masak kicap.. pi yalah sik leh makan selalu.. Buah yang mek suka is buah pisang.. the whole family pun suka. biasalah keluarga cdak kerak... haha.. I hate durians! baunya pun mek sik tahan.. nyuruh mek asa mok muntah jak. what else.. drinks, mestilah ribena and grape.. strawberry tea. Enough about me. then about my past. For me - masa sekolah dolok is the most precious moments. Especially time sekolah menengah.. I have lots of fren. Sumanya true fren and bukan back staber fren... Bila mek pikir balit zaman sekolah .. pandei asa sedih indah.. how I miss that moment.. I really miss my frens so much..

Happiness, sorrow days, hopes and dreams. suma ada at that time. Tapi kinek tok.. frustrated/kekecewaan ya jak yang sering kali berulang kinek tok. Mek bermimpi pun rasa sik maok dah coz afraid end up sik seperti yang kamek maok. until bila suma tok berakhir?? no one knows..cuma kinek tok mek mok appreciate apa yang kamek ada and try to jaga nya sebaik yang mungkin..
After habis SPM, mek terus masok UNIMAS. Sia mek blaja a lot of things especially tentang kehidupan .. Blaja camne mok bercouple and etc. Ingat tek bila dah sampei stage ya kira hepilah.. tapi i'm not! rasa macam burden yang berat mok ditanggung.. Year by year.. met someone new but still end up .. getting hurt until the pain is so deep, and mek asa dah fed up dgn suma tok. Man will owez be man. Some might said they're different but all in all they're da same. Perception mek 'bout lelaki memang negetif. owez been negetif. sebab ya, suma relationship mek sik kekal lamak. But now i know, past is past.. people they come, they go.. maybe one day i met someone.. and that time mek blaja menghargainya. Dalam tengah mek mencari, there..! I met you.. dr banyak org yang kamek kenal.. kitak yg paling different. Kenak kitak muncul time tok? Is it jodoh or secara kebetulan jak.. bit by bit kitak ubati luka di hati kamek tok. I'm really touch wif all your love and comfort. For me, you are more than a fren.. a very special friend! sayang kamek ngan kitak sikkan putus until kitak yang decide mok putus nya. Tok adalah keputusan kita duak.. I'm hepi wif it! So time tok, focus more on what is important for you.. as a fren, mek akan be there for better or worst. Sekiranya ada jodoh antara kita duak, mek bersyukur. but if not, mek redha dengan ketentuan-Nya. Apa-apa pun, mek sayang kitak today, tomorrow, owez and forever.. muah!

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Ok. Selesai sudah episod ke-tiga cita tuk.. Isok gik aku nyambung diari tuk ... Mmmm.. Episod ke-empat... Hehe.. Part org laki gik berbicara... Nite eberibodi.. Sleep well and have a good dreams.. Salam..